Saturday, December 30, 2006

Ever


there's a club if you'd like to go,
you could meet some body who really loves you,
so you go and you stand on your own,
and you leave on your own,
and you go home and you cry,
and you want to die..

no place for some of normal


feel in deep....no pressure ,,, just relax ....you got it...now feel it like you're high...reach for the sky..

I would kill for him, yes I do believe, anything twice...

my hearth is open to you...

Smokie


I don't want to make you suffer but I would like to.

Friday, December 22, 2006

The same way



A lot hurt

Living new wave

Angel at the right, It is all on my left arm

I'm sure

I'm gonna get this numb

The same way

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

So you lost all the things that were close to your heart

Dun sirket doktoruna kontrole gittim.
Rahatsizligim kronik yorgunluk ve surekli hasta olmak.
Ne kadar zamandir?
Sanırım 2,5 yıl.
...
Peki mutlumusun? [nasi yani, yine mi...]
Hayır, bu durumdan pek memnun degilim, iyi hissetmek istiyorum...
Hayır, hayatından mutlumusun, genel anlamda?
... Sanırım, evet. [lafını etmesek]
Peki, gorelim.
Aslında ben de mutlu degilim, boyle bir hayattan kim mutlu olabilir? [size onerebilecegim cok iyi bir psikolog arkadasim var? Aslında yok, neyse...]
Evet. [evet]

[Bilmedigimiz cok sey varken anlamsizlik heryerde, herseyde]