Here's to the future when all's ..... well?

Evren 13,5 milyar yıl.. ben 60 yıl.. Göreceli olarak hiçbir anlamı yok.. Mutluluk umrunda değil, fedakarlık olarak bile görmezsin, onsuz yaşamayı. Mutsuzluğu yaşıyorum senin gözünde.

Şimdi gözlerini kapa, bir insan olarak düşün. Mutlu olarak algılanan bir hayatın var, karın seni seviyor, iki çocuğun ve iyi bir gelirin var.. tabi ki cinselliğin ve gereklilikleri var... Şimdi başka bir insan olarak düşün, kimse seni beğenmiyor, eşin, arkadaşın olarak görebileceğin kimse yok. Çocuğun kim bilmiyorsun. İkisi de insan. Yaşam tarzları, düşüncelerimin yansıması. Tercih senin..

Şimdi gözlerini aç, bunları yazmamın tek nedeni, insan oluşum..
İnsanlar neden bir eş bulma peşinde, neden bu kadar önemli? Nedenleri sormayı bırakmalı ve yaşamalımıyız yoksa bir cevap bulabilecekmiyiz?

O-O-G

Ever

there's a club if you'd like to go,
you could meet some body who really loves you,
so you go and you stand on your own,
and you leave on your own,
and you go home and you cry,
and you want to die..

no place for some of normal

feel in deep....no pressure ,,, just relax ....you got it...now feel it like you're high...reach for the sky..

I would kill for him, yes I do believe, anything twice...

my hearth is open to you...

Smokie

I don't want to make you suffer but I would like to.

The same way

A lot hurt

Living new wave

Angel at the right, It is all on my left arm

I'm sure

I'm gonna get this numb

The same way

So you lost all the things that were close to your heart

Dun sirket doktoruna kontrole gittim.
Rahatsizligim kronik yorgunluk ve surekli hasta olmak.
Ne kadar zamandir?
Sanırım 2,5 yıl.
...
Peki mutlumusun? [nasi yani, yine mi...]
Hayır, bu durumdan pek memnun degilim, iyi hissetmek istiyorum...
Hayır, hayatından mutlumusun, genel anlamda?
... Sanırım, evet. [lafını etmesek]
Peki, gorelim.
Aslında ben de mutlu degilim, boyle bir hayattan kim mutlu olabilir? [size onerebilecegim cok iyi bir psikolog arkadasim var? Aslında yok, neyse...]
Evet. [evet]

[Bilmedigimiz cok sey varken anlamsizlik heryerde, herseyde]

So bless all the gods on the space..

Bored and Despaired

Leading the starlight.

Watch the World

Date: 22nd October, 06

Time: Around 03:30 am in the morning

Place: Taxim, Istanbul

Theme: 2 clown crouched, smoking cigars

Witnesses: Me and Ouzcan

Outcome: We will make it, probably not the main but one of the inside covers of our debut album. It has a wide open significance.

Map Of The Problematique

Man with no vision and foresight but control move into details, desire to learn intensely and command every piece of breath, every bit of mind. Shame on' em.

Situation.

Run-time environment. It is getting far from granting moving forward, exploring... Have to surpass so many difficulties which has become of the nature.

So be quiet and drive, where just far.

Gogo

This is Gogo.. In Trondheim, they call him Göakay.

Strange guy. But he is one of the rare influence to our band. He is taking care of our errands. We really appreciate his existence...

10,000 Galaxies

Galaxies, galaxies everywhere - as far as NASA's Hubble Space Telescope can see. This view of nearly 10,000 galaxies is the deepest visible-light image of the cosmos. Called the Hubble Ultra Deep Field, this galaxy-studded view represents a "deep" core sample of the universe, cutting across billions of light-years.

The snapshot includes galaxies of various ages, sizes, shapes, and colors. The smallest, reddest galaxies, about 100, may be among the most distant known, existing when the universe was just 800 million years old. The nearest galaxies - the larger, brighter, well-defined spirals and ellipticals - thrived about 1 billion years ago, when the cosmos was 13 billion years old.

- Taken from Nasa JPL web site.

Simple Selfish Sun

This is the band...

We started it around May 2006 and haven't named it yet.

And no sun .. in our own summer...

Ataraxia

Now, shift 15 billion light years away from your position. Take a step forward, turn back and look.

There you go...

Symmetry of Being Bored

Every two days, six days of a week, many weeks of a month, starks of years...

It is always morning in New York when it is autumn in London. It is always being bored when time passes time.
It is always reiteration.